Feeling some kind of way today......DAY ONE!

Ok....why oh why does it take FOREVER to lose the weight but takes no time at all to gain it back???  Well I have gained!  I am 14 lbs away from where I started (started at 263)!  UGH!  So embarassing! 

What happened???? 


LIFE!

I've been dealing with an ill husband for the past year (still dealing with it)...So a lot of my responsibilities at home have changed/increased which has in turn, left  me extremely tired.  So what do I do?  Get take out....or just grab something to eat.....No workouts happen because....I am too tired!

Well I am 14 lbs away from where I started on Jan 1, 2011.  I shall not get back to that number!  So I restarted by shopping this weekend.  Got lots of fresh fruits and veggies as well as boneless skinless chicken breasts, and fish.

 

I tracked everything I was going to put in my mouth before dinner last night, so I am prepared with my road map for success today!

 

Everything is listed here except breakfast....which was an egg puff which is 3 points.  So I have 19 allotted for dinner.  Also, I changed my weigh in day BACK TO MONDAY....Always go back to what works....and that does!  With Wednesday weigh in, my thoughts were, if I over did it on the weekends, I would have a couple of days to make up for it.  Well guess what, I didn't make up for it and I am paying the price for it.

My ultimate reason for getting back on the straight an narrow....MY DAUGHTER!  She loves me....I mean, really really loves me.....I mean, I know you are reading thinking, well duh she does. But she hates for me to be out of her sight!  I can't even go to the potty by myself!  or take a shower by myself.  I always have two little bitty eyes looking in at me (glass shower doors...LOL)  I can't bear to know what would happen if I were not around for her.  She is my motivation!  So I gotta get with it!  So far, great!  If it's not raining at lunch I might take a walk.  But I will definitely work out this afternoon.  Gonna pull out my Kickboxing DVD again....

Have a great day!  I'll update again later.